Thursday, January 31, 2008

Opps i did it again....

sorry,mr.ong...i absence for,muet tuition again...
when i open my eyes again...edi 6 o'clock
OMG.... i juz feel very awful...
coz i'm wasting parent's money for the expensive tuition fee....
i always feel guilty when i sleep or not paying full attention during class.
sometimes,i'll imagine that wat will happen if i cant further my study in university... i cant accept it...
it's really a nightmare to me...

in class...there are some people that really irritating
i dun understand what they were thinking.
why they dun even feel ashame or sorry about what they had done...
but still think that everyone have the responsibility...
i know everyone should have responsibility for the incident...
but have they ever think that their attitude and behavior??
how dare they say so...
even i know this is a bit selfish...
but i really think that this is all their fault...
can they ever think about our report marks???

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

CNY

Chinese New Year is really around the corner...so excited...but at the same time...i just lose my attention in the classroom....always day dreaming about CNY...this is really not a good thing...coz all the lesson are important...further more...i cant even remember last year lessons...now really facing huge problems...
hope i can be concentrated again after CNY...if not...nobody can ever help me again....

Monday, January 28, 2008

monday blue

haiz...weekends always pass extremely fast...without completing my plan....perhaps it had not been done ever... so frustrated... procrastination is always bother me...why i just do not have that determination to catch up others... i really do want to study...but i just cant... i know this is no excuse...i must try as hard as i can... i don't want to be what i was in form 5... so disappointed...

ok...that's enough for the sadness... life cant always full filled with emo... and i 'm not that kind of girl... i want to be cheerful girl...so have to do my homework lo... cant let procrastination lead my way again...

Friday, January 25, 2008

176???

i just cant believe it.176???are u kidding me?i think i really do get extremely bad luck recently...but i really don't have time to feel sorry for myself.all i can do is just start working hard...as i don't want to feel ashame anymore.after going through these TRAGEDY...i really need to be real tough

KEEP HOLDING ON by AVRIL LAVIGNE
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
[Keep Holding On lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Thursday, January 24, 2008

today is really not my day

i really get a lots of frustrated today.the jpj test and the muet result.all i can conclude is today is really not my day.i really thought i can pass it...but i just don't nail it in the end.i think it just kinda envy things as everything is not good for me today.i know i am kinda self assessment when i think like this.but i cant do anything.i just angry,sad,desperate.maybe i just over confident all the time.i believe this is one of my characteristic.it really feels bad when what u thought,what u've done,and consequences are not exactly what u expected it to be.
about the muet test,i really have no idea.although i act like i just want to get band 3 at the first time(at least)...but that is really not me...i am the kind of person who always dream big and hope big...with the result...i just feel sad...i thought i can do better...but anyway...all my dreams always end up like this...i used to deal with it.
now,i just hope that tomorrow's sun will shine my day...

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

The big day...24 jan 2008

tomorrow is really a big day for me...
jpj test and muet result
kinda nervous...
anxious
really have no ideas what will happen tomorrow...
normally...i wont get in sleep early the day before those big days
did i really nervous??
yes...i surely answer yes
i just don't know what will happen tomorrow
too many variables
the day after tomorrow...
what will it be?
only god know it
i just really hope that i can passed the jpj test
and i hope i can get good result in muet
although i don't think i 've done a good job in muet before
but i still hope for it
am i too greedy and not realistic??
i know...
i used to be a very day dreaming person...
always imagine....
in the bottom of my heart...
i do really hope all my dreams will come true...
k...time to sleep...
gdnite

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

god...plz let me passed...

i really need to pass my jpj test...
i want it so bad...
i really don't do well in the parking section..
i must try as hard as i could to pass
i wont do it second time
sure no
definitely thousands of no

besides...the muet result is going to come out on Thursday too...
what a disaster
both come in a same day...
almost get crazy....