Tuesday, February 26, 2008

monthly test 1


exam
what a terrible word to me

Friday, February 22, 2008

dream


some people said that....
dream is the reflection of the bottom of ur heart and what u worried and thinking about....
sometimes i cant even remember what my dreams about after i woke up....
so i think that those are not really important...not harmful to me...
but recently... i was frightened by nightmares.... i woke up from nightmare with sweat and fearful feelings....
the nightmares are not really the same....but have certain relations....
they all about school....and exam....
in those nightmare....i'm scared....worried...something bads happen...everything fall apart...everything was in a mess...
i woke up when i cant take that fearful anymore every time....
does these dreams means that i'm feeling nervous and worried about my study and the coming exam???
i think so....
i hope it will never happen again....
coz i really afraid the feeling when open my eyes with such fearful

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Jerks


wat a disaster today....
i'm extremely pissed off....
they are really irritating and annoying......
i dun care about the "fart" thing.....it just a very very small matter.....
all the human being need to fart....
i dun understand wat r those jerks were thinking.....
isn't their life is in their hands???
how could they blame me and sapp.....
it's ridiculous,isn't it????
i even angry that they said that they'll never do "math revision" with me,sapp and wynn ever again... coz we r that kind of ppl who always not satisfied when paying money....
EXCUSE ME....did i ever win a lot then stop playing???
itn't i edi give a treat when i win??? even someone who wins more than me also dun did it....and sapp also said that not worth it....
then how could that jerk said that???
did we put a knife a side ur neck to force u to play???
DID WE???
i juz wonder....r they hav wrong sex??? they probably r those aunties who always like to gossip at the market....

their parents should really feel shameful....
and i feel sorry for their future wife........


Monday, February 18, 2008

Secret


i know i used to be a "8" person....i know that is not right to see other's ppl message without the owner permission....but sometimes curious will lead ppl to do something that wrong...
but actually knowing those secrets are totally not good things....
especially for ppl like me who hav a "big mouth"....who cant really keep secret...
really suffer a.....suddenly feel so regret to get to know the secret...
it makes me feel awkward...
feel very hard during conversation with friends coz worried that i might tell all things out....it's very suffer when u know something but u cant tell....
the best solution for me now is just forget....pretend i dunno anything....

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

CNY almost end

Chinese new year almost end....
i've enjoyed these few days very much!
thx for my friends and family....
how about all my friends??i hope them have really nice and sweet memories as i am
well....i really do feel happy and guilty at the same time
coz i don't even open or touch my books and homeworks....
it's even worse that when i was doing my homeworks today....
i found out that there are many things that i forget and even dun understand...
so sad....feel ashamed...

Monday, February 4, 2008

thx god...

thx god...
ms.lim forgive us....
if not??i cant imagine....
the next problem is....is mr.chia going to teach us for chemistry??
omg.....
if this is the truth....i cant imagine what our life is going to be....definitely scary
i really do miss pn.norawati(our chemistry teacher)....
hope she and her baby are fine and healthy....and return to school as fast as possible.....^^

well... since everyone edi start study....i cant left way to far from them....
the rabbit and turtle story is not going to happen in reality...
no one will wait for me de....
so i must start studying...

cny come really close edi....
all the preparations had been done...
very look forward to cny.....
love it or hate it...this is the last cny for me during high school.....
next year....we all old edi...haha(all >18...include me)
definitely very appreciate all the memories with u all...
no matter is sweet or painful....
we pass it through together....
thx god that i've meet u all....
u all really do make my life wonderful....

Saturday, February 2, 2008

mess

aiyo...need to tidy up my room AGAIN
next time better dun clean it too early...
coz it really need to be tidy up again before sis come bac
omg... tired le...
CNY is really close now....
kinda feel the atmosphere of joyful and happiness....
CNY is really a festival that brings all the family members together...
feel warm when having dinner together...
although sometimes will have some conflicts between us...
but i still love my families...

i like the way that my families love me....
but i'm not treating them as nice as they treat me...(some of them)
coz i'm not good in express my feelings in words...especially face to face...
i know it's not be a good thing to me....
i juz too protecting myself....(but always not at the right moment)
even to family members...
i try to be a caring family member...
but what i get was just some scolds....
maybe they think that i'm not mature enough to tell them what to do....
then why they ask my opinion???isn't it weird???
at the end...i dun like to share my feelings with my families anymore(especially my dad)
i used to say "i dunno, dun ask me."
sometimes i even refuse to answer parents questions...
coz sometime i juz very emotional
sorry mum,
i really do love u, mum....muaks